For anyone reading this, remember that if you are suffering from post partum depression or another illness, you can talk to your baby's pediatrician or your own general doctor or gynocologist. They can make recommendations. It's better than handling t his alone. Also, you deserve support from those around you. If it's not there, post on our local moms' Facebook group. Someone is likely to have a kid too and maybe can come by once in a whle to chat and help you out. Hang in there. So many wish they could have a child...they don't stay young and helpless and better days are ahead.